I usually think of starting my post with something like an “I don’t know” but then i think to myself how confused that would portray me as and am not confused, its just that there’s so much going inside my head right now. I don’t know what to start with, two thoughts are simultaneously flowing in my head and am not able to comprehend which one be mentioned first. Okay, I have had a long and tiring day but that’s not something unusual. Unusual is, the treatment you get when you’re being yourself, you are taken for granted. Yes, even by those who you think you can reveal your real self to. I used to wonder why people are so pseudo ,never realizing how hard it is for you to retain your natural self.
I really feel that i should let things be, i have worked my ass real hard to get everything in its place but that usually doesn’t help. Try, get frustrated, try again, and the cycle goes on. You know what’s the most difficult thing to do in life? To decide which one out of the two helps, being right or being yourself. Self is always imperfect, hence, not easily accepted. And being right is trying to pretend perfection which is welcomed so much. Being right is being fake and whenever the real self comes out, you’re knocked out. So why face disappointments later when you can have them right at the beginning? Be yourself, without judging whether its a right thing to do or not. It will take a lot of time for people to finally understand you but when they will, you will know how comfortable it is to not get frustrated by holding up things inside you and you’d value the significance of being yourself so much.
I will end here..there’s someone i don’t wanna talk to cause my heart says so, so am gonna do that. I’m gonna be myself
