July 2011
2 posts
Giving up
As my inner voice frightens me, I feel numb and phlegmatic. Like my fate has disowned me. Like I have lost my ultimate chance to feel love. Love is now, but, a fantasy to me. Like an unfulfilled dream of a girl who is youthful enough to still believe in a fairytale. Like an incomplete story of a paranoid waiting and wanting to be completed. Like a condemned soul yearning to free itself from a...
Blissful tears!
A few weeks ago, i was really bored.. not that am any better right now.. but still, somethings were occupying my mind so much that i felt i needed a break. I like to take a break when my mind is lodged with anxiety or when i am too confused to find the peace within. I mean.. I hate it when am allowing something to lead me.. i hate to feel weak.. i hate it when am not in control of my emotions.....
March 2011
2 posts
Nostalgia
I write the best, when i write about you.
There's no twice in love
Its been two years and it feels like it was yesterday. Memories are so weird. You can’t delete them permanently until you erase them from your heart and that, just never happens. And you realize how you have deleted everything and its still there, somewhere in the recycle bin. You try shift+deleting it but the tabs you press are jammed and don’t function anymore. Its a helpless state....
February 2011
1 post
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January 2011
2 posts
Never share your ideas for free
rishabh: tell me something if you have an ex who wants to be friends with you but you don’t want to be friends with them what would you tell them? *with him/her
me: i don’t think i can handle this friendship. m basically not interested in being friends. its not because u have flaws, its because m not flawless and i wont be able to be the way m supposed to be with a friend. ure...
LOVE = BULLSHIT
Dude!
I have waited so desperately to write this post. I have my chance today and am not missing it no matter what. I’m not sleeping until i finish this one.
So, here we go. I have not been single in a long time so i was always scared of updating what i ever felt for love on my blog. I always had a “what if” on my mind, what if, he reads my blog and leaves me but dude, i...
October 2010
1 post
“Temper tantrums, however fun they may be to throw, rarely solve whatever problem...”
– ~Lemony Snicket
September 2010
1 post
“People who don’t think you’re important wont think your words are....”
August 2010
1 post
bleh
I usually think of starting my post with something like an “I don’t know” but then i think to myself how confused that would portray me as and am not confused, its just that there’s so much going inside my head right now. I don’t know what to start with, two thoughts are simultaneously flowing in my head and am not able to comprehend which one be mentioned first....
July 2010
1 post
March 2010
1 post
Diary excerpts! (2007)
Madhuri is a happy girl and she is happy the way she is- ALONE. I have started loving this loneliness ever since i came to know I’ll be hurt by everyone who once enters my life, pain by others is inevitable and cause i don’t want that, I’m happy alone..The joy i badly wanted for myself, the joy that people say lie within us, I am near to that, near to my independence and freedom...
December 2009
8 posts
the 'wow' feeling
No Going Back to Square One..No moving in circles..
I feel like wow tonight cause dad and i had a conversation for a very very long time and guess what? we discussed my boyfriend. Okay, what’s so wow about it? Well, he was against my relationship cause of some reasons and had to shout at me to explain that but today, something strange happened. While he was checking pictures of my birthday...
Notes of a mad woman
I am a mad person, a psycho who lies not because she has mastered the art of lying but because she knows how her truth can hurt someone, she criticizes, not because she is in a position to be judging someone but because she is honest about her opinions about other people but is it her fault if people can’t digest truth and hates lying? Is it her fault that she prefers to bitch on your face...
Long Distance Relationships WORK! Read how?
If you are in a long distance relationship with a guy who thinks you are immature and incapable of maintaining the bond. Its about time you disprove him. Don’t worry, in disproving him, you’re only giving him what he wants, a happy relationship that can stand any distance, any problem and anything that comes in its way :)
Although, relationships need no rules because every relation is...
“I believe life is constantly testing us for our level of commitment, and...”
– Anthony Robbins
“Strength of character means the ability to overcome resentment against others,...”
And I miss
I miss the way we were : (